4/30/2013

Okay, I received your email, Doctor Kale. The whole idea that it might be a self projected image is actually quite interesting. Have you ever read about Tulpas? It’s a sort of practice that is used by Buddhists to create imaginary but realistic objects. (More can be read here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tulpa). I don’t know though, I’m not entirely sure about this whole self projected image theory. If it were true wouldn’t I be able to change it? Or is that just some B.S.? I don’t know. Anyway, I’ve seen it a few times, but it’s far away and never doing anything, just looking at me. I’ve become rather ignorant of it, and just forget it.

            Anyway, thanks for the email, Doc.

~Jax

4/26/2013

Well, I saw that thing again. It was standing out in the snow below while I was editing my column. I didn’t want to make a big thing about it, so I just ignored it. It just stood there the entire time looking up into the window that sits to the left of me whilst I write my article.

            ~Jax

4/20/2013 11:46PM

Okay, I posted too soon. Something happened. I was sitting on my computer, playing video games (Team Fortress 2, if that helps you.), and everything was great. I was playing, listening to music, having a blast. The first time in a while, actually. Well, the room I was in was beginning to get hot, so I opened a window. My computer is on the second story of my home, and when I opened the door, I looked outside and saw something. It was weird. It was wearing a light gray, tattering suit, with a bowler cap on. It had weird goggle-type glasses that I could see through, and it had a scarf on, masquerading it’s entire face. It was wearing gloves, so I couldn’t see it’s hands. It was just sitting there, looking at me. I looked at it/him, when my phone rang. I turned to grab it, then I looked outside again and the thing was gone. There is snow outside, and I don’t see any tracks from whatever it was.

            I’ll wait from now on to post to make sure I actually don’t see anything. I hope you can help me. I hope you can tell me what might have caused this, or whatever it was.

Icantellyouwhatiam

4/20/2013

Nothing happened today. I had 8 hours of sleep (yay!), I had no dreams that I could remember, no hallucinations, nothing. Everything went according to how I’d like it. I think this dream journal/day journal thing might be working.

~Jax

 

4/11/2013

I keep thinking about what Nathon Joshmith said, over and over. The 10 days thing. It spooks me. I’ve never really been one for superstition, but for some reason what he said has that same feeling.

 

~Jax

4/10/13

So, a man named Nathon Joshmith came into the editing room today. Never heard of him, or seen him. He wanted to talk to me directly. He told me he was from the New York Times and wanted to know if I wanted a job. Now, I’m an editor/writer of a very crappy, rarely seen newspaper. I was surprised to see him here. He shook my hand, looked me in the eyes, and his smile dropped. He whispered something like, “10. 10 days. 10 days. 10 days. 10 days…” over and over again. He then smiled, turned around and left.

Later, I walked downstairs and asked if Nathon Joshmith left me anything. The buzzer person for the doors said that no person named Nathon Joshmith signed in today. I guess that’s why my hallucination asked me to walk away from all the people. Alright Doc, do your magic.

 

~Jax

4/01/2013

It’s been a while since I posted anything, and I’ve recently had some weird shit happen to me at work. So, I was typing stuff in for a column when suddenly my computer turned off and the screen seemed to gradient downwards to black, making the screen look off. Now, I had just worked on this column for about 6 hours now, and it was gone. Poof. It was my own fault that I didn’t Ctrl-S it, and it pissed me off. So, I stood up, calmly, walked over into the break room, made some coffee to calm down, and then it hit me. I threw the hot coffee at the wall and yelled some profanity. A coworker was sitting in the room and asked me what the hell was wrong, and I told her. She walked out of the room, came back, and told me that the computer was on. Now, I realize that it was probably my hallucination, all the way up until I walked over to my keyboard and saw some of the keys blacked out with a marker in some weird fashion, like this:

 

qWerTyuIop
AsdfGHjkl
zCvbNm

            The uppercased letters were the only ones not crossed and blacked out, the lowercase letters were. I raised my keyboard up and asked who did it, but people looked at me silly. I looked again and it was back to normal. I asked my manager if I could go home and lay down, told her about my sleep issues and she let me go.

            Hope you can get something outta this, Doc.

~Jax